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Poem

Shulamit Apfel

DON’T ASK


Don’t ask if I’m writing,
it’s none of your business. You were the reason
for the escape into metaphors,
for despair.
It’s possible to make a mistake, to think
that your husband had discovered
you’d secretly
gained control of me.
And when I couldn’t take it
any longer
the desire to be buried
was mine.

אל תשאלי

אל תשאלי

 
אַל תִּשְׁאֲלִי אִם אֲנִי כּוֹתֶבֶת
לא עִנְיָנֵךְ. אַתְּ הָיִית הָסִבָּה
לַבְּרִיחָה אֶל הָמֶטָפוֹרוֹת
הֲסִיבָּה לַיֵאוּשׁ הָיִית
אֶפְשָׁר לִטְעוֹת וְלַחֲשׁוֹב
שְׁאָרַב לָךְ בַּעַל
שְׁבִּצַרְתְּ בַּחֲשָׁאִיוּת כָּזוֹ
אֶת חֶזְקָתֵךְ עָלַי
וּכְשֶׁלֹא יָכֹלְתִּי עוֹד
לְהָכִיל אוֹתָךְ
הַמִשְׁאָלָה לְהִיקָּבֶר
הָיְיתָה שֶׁלִּי
 
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DON’T ASK


Don’t ask if I’m writing,
it’s none of your business. You were the reason
for the escape into metaphors,
for despair.
It’s possible to make a mistake, to think
that your husband had discovered
you’d secretly
gained control of me.
And when I couldn’t take it
any longer
the desire to be buried
was mine.

DON’T ASK


Don’t ask if I’m writing,
it’s none of your business. You were the reason
for the escape into metaphors,
for despair.
It’s possible to make a mistake, to think
that your husband had discovered
you’d secretly
gained control of me.
And when I couldn’t take it
any longer
the desire to be buried
was mine.
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Gemeente Rotterdam
Nederlands Letterenfonds
Stichting Van Beuningen Peterich-fonds
Prins Bernhard cultuurfonds
Lira fonds
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Stichting Verzameling van Wijngaarden-Boot
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