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Megan Hall
LOVE IS A HABIT
LOVE IS A HABIT
LOVE IS A HABIT
Love is a habit, like brushing your teeth or cleaning the bath.And if love is a habit, is grieving one too? What shall I replace
the habit of loving and grieving you with?
(A habit built up slow,
like the accretions on a pearl, grey and baroque and expensive;
or the gloss on a dining table, hours of elbow grease and polish;
or skin sloughing off imperceptibly, renewed from beneath;
or the silent unfurling of a baby, cell by cell.)
(But
growth in the womb is by division, not addition; by one simple cell
splitting and replicating itself a million million times, till suddenly some know:
to shape a nose, and nose hairs, and a channel to the back of the mouth
that is slippery, and a tongue with nodules for tasting,
and teeth that are hard, but living.)
Love is a habit, and grieving one too.
But I want to hold on to the grieving as a way of holding on to you.
That first Sunday without you, the September sky was cold and empty,
despite the jasmine struggling to bloom.
I’d never lived a day without you in the world;
now the city for me was empty.
It hardly seemed possible.
© 2007, Megan Hall
From: Fourth Child
Publisher: Modjaji Books, Cape Town
From: Fourth Child
Publisher: Modjaji Books, Cape Town
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LOVE IS A HABIT
Love is a habit, like brushing your teeth or cleaning the bath.And if love is a habit, is grieving one too? What shall I replace
the habit of loving and grieving you with?
(A habit built up slow,
like the accretions on a pearl, grey and baroque and expensive;
or the gloss on a dining table, hours of elbow grease and polish;
or skin sloughing off imperceptibly, renewed from beneath;
or the silent unfurling of a baby, cell by cell.)
(But
growth in the womb is by division, not addition; by one simple cell
splitting and replicating itself a million million times, till suddenly some know:
to shape a nose, and nose hairs, and a channel to the back of the mouth
that is slippery, and a tongue with nodules for tasting,
and teeth that are hard, but living.)
Love is a habit, and grieving one too.
But I want to hold on to the grieving as a way of holding on to you.
That first Sunday without you, the September sky was cold and empty,
despite the jasmine struggling to bloom.
I’d never lived a day without you in the world;
now the city for me was empty.
It hardly seemed possible.
From: Fourth Child
LOVE IS A HABIT
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